The Big Decision

I bet people read this title and totally thought I was talking about getting a new job, or my love life or some other major life choice I have made.....

Not so much!


The "Big Decision" is that finally, after about a month of deliberation, I have decided on my Top 5 list. Here it is....yes particular order. (please note: I am happy with it, but not ready to laminate just yet)


1. David Beckham - Given, the poster on my bedroom wall says it all. Posh can go suck it.

2. Ryan Reynolds - I once dated a guy I probably shouldn't have just because I thought he looked like him. Dreamy. I have had a thing for Ryan since "2 Guys, a Girl and a Pizza Place". (Kudos to anyone reading this who actually watched that show)

3. Vince Vaughn - Having him on the list is a "Shoutout" to every goofy lookin' funny guy. Especailly the obscenely tall ones. Never underestimate the power of self-depricating humor.

4. Ryan Gosling - "The Notebook". Need I say more. Plus, he really is talented. I saw an indie the other day where he played a crazy Skinhead who was actually Jewish.... "the Believer". Awesome. He even looked hot bald. Contrastly, He can pull off a scruffy beard. Not everyone can do that....yes, Conan O'Brien and Jake Gyllenhaal....I do mean you.

5. Matt Damon - I know this is generic. But, I fell in love in Good Will Hunting. The passion continued through all the Bournes. I can't deny the attraction. He's such a "guy next store" sorta chap. The benefit of having him on the list, is that he is someone I could see having a drink at a hole in the wall bar in some city somewhere, and I think I could actually approach him and have a convo.

So, there it is. Decision made. I feel like a weight has been lifted. So sad that that last statement is true. I wonder what I could have accomplished if I had spend as much time worrying about major issues in my life as I did this list. I don't really want to think about that.........